So, I haven't updated my blog since...last Monday I believe? Damn, it's been a while...But, the past 2 days have honestly been thee best, hands down. LOL!

Friday: I waited for my mom to come home from work so we can go to BCC to get my phone fixed, but the guy that I talked to last Sunday wasn't there, so I have to go tomorrow. We walked around and I saw Melanie Lomboy and Shanae. Oh, I haven't seen them in a while. Then, my mom dropped me and my sister to my aunt's house so we can get some work done for invitations. We got most of it done and then manang Brittany came over. We chilled, we were outside most of the time taking like millions of pictures. We walked/biked around the block and then the parents left to go casino. We made pizza, and sang kareoke until the parents came home, lol! Damn....it was incomplete, because we forgot to bring the drinks that we didn't finish from last Saturday, lol! So, they didn't come home til like around 1:30ish. And, then we headed home around 2ish.
Saturday: Woke up, got ready and waited for my mom to come home. While waiting, I was watching SISTER SISTER. Oh man, I use to watch that show everyday. ( : Then, we left and went to Shoppers World to refill ink, and we went to go buy some paper. Headed to my cousin's house again, made tacos and bbq( : Did the invitations and center pieces and we kind of loafted. Manang Brittany come over again. It was such a mission to find the ice cream trunk, since when we came outta the house the ice cream trunk was gone. But we were determined to buy some ice cream, lmao! We finally bought ice cream and walked back to Isa's house. Then, me and tita Cherry tried doing more stuff for the invitations. We ate dinner and then chilled. We had like thee longest talk as a family, and it was about my debut, lol! We had like a good 2 hour talk about it and stuff, it was quite interesting...hahaha! Then everyone left around 11:40ish and now I'm here at home updating my blog, because I realized that I haven't updated for like 2 weeks basically.

And tomorrow...me, Quennie and manang Brittany are gonna go watch Transformers 2, since Katrina flopped on me! Sheeesh, but whatever...I get to see my cousin tomorrow again, 3 days in a row. And also gonna get my phone fixed...hopefully *cross fingers* Also, cotillion practices are starting this Friday. Oh geeez, I get to spend more time with my partner in crime and best friend, and I like that because I don't spend much time with them like I use too. I miss both of them tons.

I'm scared to lose you, I know it sounds selfish for everything that I said. But, I can't put myself through the same thing again. I've lost you once, I don't want to lose you again. You know you mean more to me than anyone in this world, and you matter to me the most. I just want us to stay the way it has been for the past couple of years, I don't want any changes between us. People say that I should trust you and I have nothing to worry about, but they don't know what I've been through and how much you mean to me. You are the greatest person to walk into my life and I'm thankful for everything you've done for me. I just hope I don't fuck it up a second time.