Today was quite a handful, I guess you can say? LOL! I haven't updated this about what I did. So I guess this would be a good time to do it.

- Got a wake up text from Katrina, thanks. LOL
- Got ready.
- Dropped off my lola to Triple A.
- My dad dropped me and my sister to manang Brittany's house.
- Picked up manang Kaye and manang Maya at Square 1.
- Ate at pho. ( :
- Drove to Bubble Repbulic, craving bubble tea. LOL!
- Got dropped off at PHYBA to scorekeep.
- They ended up picking me up around 4:30ish.
- Headed to manang Brittany's house.
- Movie + food + cousins = ♥
Filipino movies, oh heeeey! ♥

Next week? Dixie Park + Bubble Tea, lol! The goodlife when someone has their g2 + a car. HAHAHA!
I always seem to fuck everything up, including our friendship. I feel like I lost you, and it's been months since we actually had a serious conversation. Sometimes I wish I can man up and talk to you, talk to you about things that's been bugging me lately. But I always seem to come up with bullshit excuses to prevent myself from telling you things. I don't know why. I think it's because I know that when I start a conversation, I'll blank out and I wouldn't know what to say and just say "nevermind, forget it." And I seriously don't want that to happen. For once, I just wish I could tell you how I feel and what's going on. I mean afterall, you are my best friend. And I could tell you anything, but I don't know why I can't tell you this simple thing? I guess I'm just afraid. I know I shouldn't be afraid to tell you anything, but I am. I know that we never tell each other our feelings, I don't know why. It's always been like this since the first day we met each other. I know it needs to change, I know that I need to start opening up and telling you things that's bothering me. And I know that I should stop chickening out and just tell you.

I wish I could...but I don't know how?

One of these days, I will..and it'll be soon.
Hopefully.
I want your love and I want your revenge,
You and me could write a bad romance.
I want your love and all your lover's revenge,
You and me could write a bad romance.

♥♥
I don't want to deal with your bullshit.
So please, tell me that everything will be okay
and that I don't have anything to worry about.

Don't fuck me over.
And I, know that he wont break my heart
And I, know that we wont ever part
Its time, time for us to settle down
And I, wanna be with him forever


LOOOOOVE THIS SONG♥
The vidoe's kinda sad though,
but TAE YANG yous a hottie( :



Sorry, I just had to blog about him. BIG BANG daaays.
"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that's what you've given me. That's what I'd hoped to give you forever."

- The Notebook

♥
"It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love, you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means."

♥♥♥
I never knew how much you actually mean to me, until now. I thought I would be happy after everything was done, but I was wrong. I don't feel any happiness whatsoever. Rather, I just feel bad and I'm sad about it. All I ever want is for you to be happy, and I never want to see you sad ever. It hurts me to see you hurting, I don't want to see you hurting. Everything that you do effects me, because you mean a lot to me and I know that lately we haven't really been talking and such, but you should know by now that I'm always going to be here for you no matter what happens. I will never leave you, ever. You're the most important person in my life, and I'll do everything to make sure you're happy.

Like you should, even if we drift a part we'll always be there for each other whenever we need one another. And I plan to keep my promise that I'll always be here for you. Just never give up on our friendship, because I know I won't.

Love you always & forever♥