I am officially done with you,
...for good.

I'm not just saying that because I'm mad at you, but because you've never made any effort whatsoever in our friendship. I've been the only one to defend you whenever people would talk shit about you. You don't even know what other people say about you, I take it in and don't say anything because you're my friend. But that's over and done with. After everything that I've done for you, you couldn't do this one little thing. I don't know why after these years all I would do is defend you. People keep telling me that I'm wasting my time and that there's no point of being friends with you. And you know what? ...they're right.

I don't need you, goodbye.
What can I say? This Christmas was one of thee best Christmas ever ! Seriously, lol. Loads of fun with the family. Love every single moment of it. Let's re-cap shall we?

- woke up pretty early.
- got ready and things.
- picked up my mom from work.
- went to Heartland - Urban Planet.
- last minute shopping.
- grocery shopping/ bought gift bags.
- met up with auntie perla at shoppers world.
- got home and got ready again.
- wrapped more like, put each present in a gift bag. lol!
- left around 7ish to go to isa's house.
- waited for everyone to come.
- Dagmang, Valdez, and Sagun Families♥
- ate dinner and such.
- skyping with the Phils. and Vancouver fam♥
- took a shitload of webcam pictures + pictures outside.
- highlight: falling in the slippery road, lol.
- opened up presents at 12am.
- yaaay for clothes + money♥
- everyone left around 2ish.
- slept over.
- maaad talks with manang Kayeleen + manang Maya.
- PINOY HENYO with manang Kayeleen + manong Russel, lol!
- slept at 5am.( :

Here are some pictures (more on facebook)...






Can't wait for New Years. yaaaaay!
Things are back to normal.




Just how it's suppose to be.
1. a new blackberry - my blackberry at the moment is SHIT! it's not even working and it's been 2 months. = \ yeah i know, how could i live life? well, i live it through my sister's iphone, lol! but i am in need of a new blackberry. ) :

2. winter jacket - i need a new jacket, it's getting quite cold and i'm dying here. as much as i love my h&m jacket, the pockets are retarded. new one is needed. forever 21 here i come&herarts;.

3. macbook - oh how much i needed a laptop, and i ended up getting a macbook♥

4. coach crossbody bag - i've been wanting one for thee longest time, and everytime i plan on buying one...i don't end up getting one, cause i always find something else to buy. LOL! hopefully i pull through.

5. gift cards - forever 21, h&m, aritiza, etc.

6. lululemon - i've been wanting a lululemon sweater for quite sometime now.

I think that was all i actually really want this year for christmas. hopefully, i'll end up getting most of `em, lol. ( :
After months of preparation, it finally came. I can honestly say that I had the time of my life. It was thee best birthday I've ever had, lol ! Well I guess it's because it was a 'big' one. It might of had started slow cause well, my dad came late to the hall cause he had to get ready. But after that, it went up hill. ( : I'm really glad that everyone came and I don't regret anything that happened that night. It was truly a night to remember.

But, I miss my Hawaii, San Fran. and Vancouver fam. Geez...it feels weird now, cause the whole week last week was crazy, hectic, but thee best week. Just cause I missed a shitload of school to spend time with thee fam♥ I don't think I've ever stayed up that late and had to wake up early ever. Lack of sleep. LOL! Let's have a recap shall we...

Monday: Well, I went to school for one period and then signed out. I wasn't feeling well and I was losing my voice, so there was no point of staying at school. LOL! My family and I headed to the airport to pick up my grandparents from Hawaii. Once they arrived, we all went to their hotel to check in. And then headed to Brittany's place to eat dinner and just chill. We ended up going home around 12ish.

Tuesday: Niagara falls with family♥ + HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO ME ! lol.

Wednesday: Mandarin with family♥ plus family from San Fran. came! ( :

Thursday: I actually went to school that day, cause I knew I had too. And my family went to CN Tower without me. ) : boooooers! But we ended up staying up til fucken 12am doing whatever, while awaiting for my family from Vancouver to arrive.

Friday: Had no sleep whatsoever. We left for Buffalo at like 1am, when my uncle came back from work. Oh geez.. Mignight madness is a fucken madness! LMAO! I ended up buying 2 shirts from Nike and 2 shirts from Aeropostale, and I couldn't buy anymore cause I knew that it was my birthday weekend. Then around 5:30ish, we drove back to Niagara falls to go casino. We ate breakfast at "The Famous" restaurant, and then the old folks went to the casino for like an hour or two. We had to wait for them, and we didn't end up getting home til like 10am or something like that. I ended up falling asleep and getting woken up around 2ish. We went to Shoppers World to do some last minute shopping for my debut. Ate at ocean's and waited for auntie Perla to come through. Then my friends came over for cotillion practice. We ended at like 11:30ish and got a ride from Brandon to Crizabella's house, cause practically everyone was there. Chilled, ate and headed home at fucken 3am.

Saturday: Woke up, got ready and headed to the Salon to get my hair done. Got home and got my shit ready, then afterwards went to the Hall. All I can say was an amazing and live ass night. Ended up getting home at like 2ish.

Sunday: There was a continuation to my debut, people came over. We just chilled and didn't end up sleeping til like 6:30am and waking up like 3 hours later thanks to Annesley and Mojica, lmao ! We were the laziest people alive I swear, we moved from lying down in my living room into my parents room. Everyone left around 3ish and then headed to manang Brittany's house for dinner. Chilled and went home around 11:30ish. (earliest, we've gone home that whole week)

Monday: Family from Vancouver left. I miss them still♥ Had our last dinner with Hawaii fam at manang Brittany's house.

And today my fam from Hawaii went home. ) : Man, it doesn't feel the same.

Can't wait til next year, Vancouver fam coming down in March for Crizabella's birthday. Hawaii for 2 weeks in April♥

2011 - Family reunion in Phils. YAAAAAY!( :
Why couldn't you tell me that you felt that way? Why didn't you just come up to me and tell me how you felt, instead of keeping it all inside. You know I would've understood, you know me. You should know me by now. You know that I would never leave you ever. Like I said, I promise you that I'll always be here and that I'll never leave you.

You know that you mean a lot to me and you ARE my BEST FRIEND. Don't forget that♥


Know that I'm just one call away.